» Saturday, June 14, 2003
*yawns* i'm so damn tired right now. had rehearsals from 345 to 730 just now. supposed to last til 9 but had family gathering at home. so dad told me to leave early. mm. then uh, ms sharon made me practice the tap dance.
without my tap shoes. how dumb. i looked like some idiot man! but i can imagine how horrible it would have sounded if i had my shoes anyway. haha. mm, vogue was alright. vivaldi drove me mad. doubles on pointe!! wth...i couldn't even do a single properly today. stress man. so anyway, came home at 730. everyone was here already. then uh, ate and then cut cake all. mama aunty michelle and my birthday (in advance) and then fathers day. how cool man. haha. well everyone has gone home already. and i'm like so bored. now my bro can't irritate me cos he's on the phone with his darling. yipee! =)
well i just realised i didn't do something today. *smiles* it actually feels funny but normal. how cool! hah. well we'll see what the outcome turns out to be tmr. hehehehe. so evil. whatever man. so like yeah, gonna go search more about being a psychologist now. bye!!
hmm...not having a good day today. partly because no wait. MAINLY because of what just happened a minute ago. my stupid brother. UGH!!!!! sickening ol shit. and suddenly, i just remembered i needa go search on the apa website. but all thanks to my brother, i will nv be able to get my life path poster up and going in my room. bloody asshole. nvm i'll do other stuff first.
got dance later. 345 to goodness knows what time. dad told me to leave early. yay. at least i'll be able to come home and have cake! muahaha. hmm, and uh, yeah. whatever man. gtg now. thanks to shaun gerard de souza. -_-
» Friday, June 13, 2003
ok so here's the details...
day 1
woke up at 620am? whoo. wenta amoy street food centre to have breakfast with my parents. then went to the AKLTG centre. keppel towers btw. saw rae with derrick. i've got company! then uh, we saw rae's other friend jacqueline. we all sat in front during the workshop. so good aye? haha. then uh, had some pair exercise. had to find a person of the opposite sex and sittign 5 seats away from you. what the heck man. found a partner. bryan. then after that, uh, changed partner. benjamin. and then we had a whole long talk and all. i mean the trainer talk. it was freezing!!! woah. after that, got into our groups. and that's how i got to know my darling members. haha. abit quiet at first. but after lunch, it was cool man! haha. mm, more talk and then dinner. watched rocky after that. motivational. *sings rocky theme song* haha. mm, had reflection of that day and went home. at 11pm.
day 2
woke up at the same time. but this time i was sounding this quote in my head.
choices have consequences. if i can't, i must. hahaha. we learnt that on day1. damn funny. so i finally decided that i must and yeah. got to the place. morning wasn't so interesting. the afternoon was the killer! our trainer blew up at us.(they said it was part of a script) and he did this self discovery session with us. it was damn moving. we hadta close our eyes and find out who was the most impt person in our lives. guess who that is.
myself. and then we had to see our parents in our heads and all. cried lots. almost everyone did. then hugged ppl and all. damn sad. then we had to write a letter to ourselves. really nice. then group sharing. some ppl broke down. mm. next was our life plans. i think i'm gonna become a psychologist. it's like so damn cool. =) next was dinner. at night, watched helen keller. then we got a letter of appreciation from our parents. i sorta teared. then we hadta write back to them and then we could go back. my dad said he liked my letter.
day 3
had revision in the morning. then test. after that, did some group work. actually, the 3rd day was mainly more intense work of what we did the past 2 days. more mindmaps, speed reading, memory. we learnt about cluster maps and timelines too. yeah. at night, we became kungfu masters man!! we were each given a piece of wood and we hadta break it by punching it. instructed to write down whatever bad habits and fears we had on it. it was so damn cool. after that, certificate presentation and then sang inspiring songs. took pics and all. hug here hug there. got home and slept like a pig.
i loved the camp so much. and it really stunned me how 3 days went by so fast. *sigh* well now i know that i can achieve whatever i want.
i'll do whatever it takes.
yay! i'm finally back!! but i'm really sad my workshop's over...*sob* i miss all my pals!! and it's only been ONE DAY!! let me introduce the whole long list of people i've gotten to know...
alicia, pamela, izzat, yi peng, zi chian, derrick, bryan, clemmie(my coach), jacqueline, alvin and i can't think of anyone else. hahaha. it was really fun getting to know these peeps. esp the first 5. they were my group members! oh and of course clemmie la.
go zelda go zelda go go go zelda! so cool man.
well so uh, oh yeah. my dearest and ever loving classmate:
ms low rae samantha was there too. hahahaha. we were trying to find cute guys and all. damn funny. ok shit i just realised i have not eaten. i think i'll come back later and update on what happened each day. yeah. so gtg now. bye
» Monday, June 09, 2003
hmm...been doing a lot of thinking just now. wondering if what happened in the past didn't happen...and i'm thinking about how and why and all, *sigh* it's really weird how life is made to be. why ah? why is it like that? how confusing. but you know what, i guess we'll all just have to live with it. that's life.
so anyway, didn't go watch bruce almighty just now. my fantastic brother. what more could you expect. and he pissed me off just now anyway. i think something is actually wrong with me though. i really haven't been my usual self the past few days. sheesh. what is wrong........
good morning! sorry i mean afternoon...i got up at 11.30. what would you expect right? hehe. yeah so uh, last night was quite cool. went for rehearsals. ms sharon was sick so we were slacking quite a bit. but hey, at least we did practise. haha. i still can't pirouette properly on pointe!!! and we have to do doubles! sheesh. well yeah, other dances were alright. the chair dance is the most hilarious! loadsa fun doing that. mm, so yeah, after rehearsals, dad called and said that papa william wanted to bring us for dinner. so like, almost the whole world came. his workers and relatives. my good ol pal was there. jiawei! hahahaha. both of us were gonig nuts during the dinner. oh btw, we ate at spring court. haha. the food wasn't too bad i suppose. yep...then uh, ate too much. -_-
went home, out lots of aloe vera gel on my blisters and slept. until 11.30 this morning. hahahahahaa. lovely ain't it?? well yeah. that's all for now. might be going to watch a movie later. with my brother? uh..... hahahaha
» Sunday, June 08, 2003
okay. so today's a sunday. not a very wonderful one. partly because i had to get up at 9am this morning. same thing happened yesterday and i wasn't my usual self. ugh. well anyway, wenta trim my hair yesterday. then went 'shopping'. it's in inverted commas cos i couldn't find anything to buy. what would you expect anyway, i was stuck at centrepoint. not much for me to see. hmm. so after that, went for rehearsals. we're finally done with the chair dance. woo! but it's damn funny. hahahahaha. then uh, finished at 8. came home. had dinner and yeah. slept like a pig.
went for mass just now. but i hadta wake up at 9 because of my stupid brother. he made my dad send him to expo. so after we sent him off, wenta eat prata at simpang bedok. yumyum. bought granola bars and chocolates from shop and save. rushed for mass then popped by mama's place. now i don't have lunch. so thank goodness for granola bars. hahahahaha...
